Weird.

Just woke up frm deep slp . normally ppl call it afternoon nap . but i jux dunno why when i shut my eyes & get into slp . i'm lyk into another world . i dreamt of strange & weird dreams . when i woke up , it's lyk veri sudden . only den did i realise i'm still in this world . after waking up , i'll feel lost . these few daes , i'm experiencing it . i dun , last time . i tink maybe i'm jux too tired bahx .

it's going to be 1 wk lerhx since e sch reopen . so far still can cope wit e sch work . cos' it's jux starting . wonder if e following daes i can cope . nex wk is CT wk lerhx . tue - fri having CT continuously . anyway , i havent yet found any tuition teacher for my A.Maths . i'm still searching . if anybody hav any recommendation , tell me . :) but not too far frm Woodlands . tml's having Bio remedial . cant acc dear to watch badminton match . haix . wanted to go & watch . i'm afraid i might not be able to watch badminton match again . haix . gotta go watch "tong xin yuan" lerhx . den ltr do sum hw if i hav e mood . tk care~

8 months 1 dae

Yest, din hav time to blog. yest was my 8 months wit dear. Happy belated 8 months! lolx. hahas. anyway, sch's starting lerhx. e feeling back to sch sux. hws & CT piling up. haix. new teachers cuming in to replace Adnan for awhile till end of yr. Mrs Chew. lolx. i cant stand her. lolx. hahas. she pronounciation damn "GOOD" OMG! lolx. it's damn damn "interesting" too. lolx. wonder how my eng can improve with her help. =X i'm so mean! sorry but it's a fact.

Time to rush for my holi assignments. compo & summary. i'm lazy now~~! goin for piano lerhx. come hm den do larhx. late slp oso dun care lerhx lahs. compre passage real difficult! wad MAYA here & there. dunno wad they talking abt!

Anyway, jux now in chi lesson i learnt something. abt fights de. Mr Xiao (my chi teacher) said.. during a fight,... erm.. let's name guy A & B. guy A was at fault in the first place. but guy A still tried to provoked guy B saying, "You not happy ah? Come beat me lahs!". guy B was damn angry with guy A & he gave guy B 1 punch. in the end, guy B was at fault & being caned.
The moral of the story is dat, no matter wad happen, even how angry or agitated u are, calm urself down, dun ever hit him. u're not at fault in the first place, but bcos' of dat rash reaction, u're being punished not him. dun be foolish to be punished bcos' of this. :)

Nice movies.

Afternoon stayed at home watching movies . my bro bot those DVDs frm m'sia . wanted to watch "My boyfriend was type-B" but din hav e chance . now my bro bot it . so i watched it with dear & my mummy . e show was damn funny . i lyk e show . NICE~! . after dat , we went to search for more DVDs . dear & mummy wanted to watch dunno-call-wad show larhs . got Liang Chao Wei , Faye Wong , Maggie Cheng & etc . i dun really lyk those sorts of shows . so i do my bio in e living room . my mummy see awhile . fell aslp liaos . dear lie there dunno got see de mahs . den mummy woke up . asked dear if he noe wad's e show was toking abt . he said , "catch no ball larhs . " lolx . i thot he was seriously watching dat movie . hahas . den i went to change disc . i chose "She's on Duty" . it's a detective show . kinda action movies . dear love those action movies . =] Quite a nice show . Can see norhx . Recommended .

Hmm . Still hav "A lot like Love" & "Initial D" havent go see yet . maybe wait for e DVD to be out bahx . heard dat these 2 movies are nice~

Left 1 more dae of slacking , rest of e months is time to get started for O-levels . perhaps u all may think one and a half yr is still a long time . u're wrong . if revision dun start now , we'll regret next yr . it'll be real tough lerhx . half a yr lerhx , i'm still not sure of alot of things . i wonder if i can continue with e other topics . it seems so difficult . stacks of worksheets & notes . will be going crazy one dae . haix . anyway , i've slowly starting to read newspaper lerhx . first time lehx . (You look at e sky , i noe it's gonna rain . hahax . some ppl may not catch wad i mean but nvm .) lolx . =]

Aiiiess... hw still not yet done.. will be rushing all those hw when sch reopens . =X *hate hws!*

Realising..

Today afternoon, dear, his sis & mie book badminton court at e Woodlands CC. We played for abt half an hour, dear sae he rest first. i play with his sis. he sat at e side of e court there. realised something's wrong. i continued playing for awhile. ltr his sis's turn to rest. i wasnt tired so dear came to replace her. while playing, he told me he was having headaches. so we played for awhile b4 buying 2 bottles of soft drinks. den we went home. on e way, he told us why he suddenly hav headaches. (read his blog if u wanna noe why) Anyway, i enjoyed playing badminton with him. :)

Hmm.. jux wanna tell anyone who read my blog.. pls treasure ur parents.. dun take them for granted. u nv noe when it's time for them to go. dun regret when they're gone. ur parents scold u for ur sake. parents wont harm their own children. be grateful that u hav ur parents. treat them gd. i think that's all i wanna sae.. tk care~

Sch's reopening soon. *haix*

Haix. Sch's reopening soon. hw not done yet. i'm LAZY~! ARRGH! SLACKER! i cant sit down & do my hw. Aniwae, todae morning was suppose to go dear's hse. but mummy called at around 9am while i was in my dreamland. she told me she was in e Tan Tock Seng Hospital. i was lyk, "HUH?!" she said she nearly fainted while on e way to work as e train was too crowded. Luckily, she din faint. if not, i dunno wad will happen to my mum. *phew* i couldnt slp after dat. last nite slept at around 2am. kinda tired now. gonna go finish up some of my hw lerhx. AHHH! SCH WORKS MAKE ME CRAZY~! One & a half yr to O-level. it's gonna be really quick. buck up bahx, Jiaying!

Disappointed.

I'm really disappointed that my frens smoke. i really cant believe it until i saw wad they wrote in their blog. i jux hope they'll quit soon.. pls consider ur future. dun ruin ur future. dun disappoint ur family & frens around u who cares abt u..

Happy Father's Day!

Todae's father's dae lerhx. Wish all fathers 'HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!' Of cos' to my dear dad in e heaven. Altho i dun hav e chance tu celebrate wit him again, but i'll still celebrate wit my family. Dad will always stay in our hearts. =) I love you, DAD~!

This morning suppose tu meet mummy at Pasir Ris but was too laziie tu get up. i told her in e afternoon.. maybe some other places norhx. morning can still finish up some other work. ;)

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Had a fun time yest.

Yest, went to dear's hse. i was playing with his com & him doing hsework, cleaning e whole hse. we on e songs as we sang along. den after he finish cleaning, we ran up & down e hse chasing each other. lolx. once in a bluemoon, it's fun. ;) After awhile, we set off to my hse. He played PS2 for around 1 hr & we went to e void deck playing badminton. He den suggested playing soccer as there's a soccer ball in my store rm. And i realise playing soccer nids lots of stamina. i was there sweating lyk hell after abt 15 mins i tink. as' i dunno how to kick e ball, my toes just hurts. but my toes feels betta now. i oso hav a chance to a goalkeeper. hahas. he din dare to kick hard. he noe it will sure hit me. lolx. i'm kinda slow reaction de. we went home. my mum bot dinner for us. we ate & watch tv at e same time. Dear went hm & we had a gd chat yest nite. =)

I had a really fun time yest. thx, dear. muacks. =D

Moodswing or real feelings?

Was i having moodswings or issit my real feelings? It kept mie wondering.. haix. nvm.

Juz came tu realise life isnt as simple as it thot. Fairytales seriously doesnt exist in this realistic world.

Left 1 wk plus tu sch reopen.. hw nt done. wad am i doin!? mind wasnt set for studying yet. laziie too! JUZ HATE SCH!

Fri gonna go play badminton lerhx. yeah~ waited soooo long.. i wanna exercise & get rid of those FATS+OILS at e same time! Kampateh!

I tink i'll end here. i've nth more tu blog.. sorry, guys. a short post.

life jus seems so complicated. I HATE LIFE!

Went to Bugis.

Tudae went tu Bugis wit moi pri sch frens. Teresa & Valarie. Best pals. Even tho we're nt in e same sch anymore & dun reallie chat wit each other anymore but we're still as close as b4. =) We went to e shopping centre, bugis village. aniwae, i juz knew Bugis Junction is called Parco. -.- We shop till around 5pm. den i walk hm. laogong call mie.. juz in time.. lolx. telepathy. he asked mie whr m i. he asked if i'm walking or taking bus. i told him walking. he was alr preparing tu fetch mie lerhx. i din noe! i walked till e traffic light there. he called again. he said faster walk lahs. i din saw him mahs. he was there wit his bic at e other side of e road. he sent mie hm. i nearly 4get abt my piano! luckily, my dear's memories are much much betta than mie! lolx. look how 4getful am i! he played PS2 while i went fer my piano. after piano, he came down tu fetch mie & went hm lerhx. at first, we chat via sms. dench he called mie tu online. sent mie his Sarawak's photos. a sudden coldness inside mie which i dunno how to describe or rather i dun wan tu. howeva, it fade away after awhile..

I began my dae wit a joyful beginning but it doesnt seems to end as beautifully as i thot..

[`. -- Gonna start moi work! -- .`]]

Went tu buy moi contact lenses & do rebornding yest. Acuvue was having a promotion & i wanted tu wear back moi contact lenses. also to prevent moi hair frm curling tu e side. Aniwae, e chemical smell on moi hair is still there!! =( so smelly! i sat on e chair fer around 4 hrs. luckily, there's still toilet break! lolx! e person asked mie if i nid tu go. hais, this smell muz stay wid mie fer 2 daes. hur.. nvm. fer e sake of moi hair. reborn lerhx i tink quite nice lo. hai hao bahx. wad abt yoo all nerhs? hmm.. dear & moi mummy sae moi last time de hair nicer. budden reborn lerhx cannot do anitink. wait fer hair tu grow long norhx. After rebornding, dear went tu cwp juz to cycle mie hm. THX, DEAR! I LURVE YOO!

These few daes, i'm nt feeling well. my stomach seems tu hav sum prob. e gastric area.. gonna see doc tudae lerhx. nt eating rite. after dat, rest awhile & sch work gonna start. abt 2 wks left tu sch reopen. is there sufficient time fer mie tu complete everitink? well.. let's see.. gonna end here lerhx. tk care! =)

My New Bloggy~!

Heys, guys! My new bloggy is done! Sorry for taking a loooonnnnggg time. x.x Hmm. i spend a long time gathering & copying info.. opps! did i sae copying.. lolx. yah, i copied here & there lahs. sorry if urs i copied is copyrited. sorry! Hmm.. Aniwae, my tagboard hav abit of prob. it doesnt refresh on its own. so if anione of u tag lerhx but den nth cum out, dun worry. it'll appear e nex time u visit my blog. Hmm.. Do tag me often. lolx. i'll try to blog as often if i hav time.

Gonna go reborn my hair in e afternoon. hope it'll be nice bahx. Tk care. Dear, miss ya lots.. muz guai guai at hm do hw hor. lolx.